“I’m the one that’s struggling to live between two worlds, people think I have two identities, I don’t. You compromise.”
A young woman leaves her family’s home in Brooklyn every morning wearing a hijab around her head and an abaya, a floor-length dress intended to protect her modesty as a Muslim woman. But when she gets to the subway, she makes the switch.
She arrives at her job in Manhattan with her head uncovered.
“When I first took [the hijab] off, I felt it was such an elaborate performance, but after two or three months, I’m so quick with it, I’m like a little ninja, you’ll be shocked how fast I do it, I remember a woman looked at me and was like ‘did I just see this girl?'”
Reporter Tahini Rahman produced our story about how a young Muslim woman struggles to reconcile being the person she wants to be and the woman her parents want her to be.
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